yea I guess I dont know what to say I have so much shit on my mind to even write out what I'm feeling I dont know I mean so much has happend that I dont have anyone to talk to about it so I'm writing it out first of all of how this whole situation started out long story short (chicago)
then another power point (seperation) and during the whole time I was fighting to be with the one that I love and well things are different in not best of ways and today especially bothered me and I mean whoever doesnt want cory and I to be together and what not well their wish is soon going to be granted I mean I love him but I'v been feeling lately ppl are trying to tear us apart and if I say something I'd be wrong about the whole thing I mean ok I know I am the gf and as for his friend he has to get a life of his own I mean when I got back here I thought cory would want to restore everything but everyone tells me erika make your own life leave cory alone go be with your friends theres other things than being with cory well if I keep hearing that pretty soon things will change in not a good way and I told cory I feel that there is something bad going to come and its not going to be good and I cant believe he doesnt seen anything wrong but whatever like he told me today nothing will be the same I'm such a child