so blah I dont know what to write I'm so blah I have a plan though thats something for me but eh I guess everything is stupid ugh why is my confidence so shot down why am I so shot down I guess two ppl feel the same way and if they feel the same why shouldn't they seperate becuz it would make them happier I don't know but what I do know is that I want to get my drivers permit and finish my G.E.D and hope that I can do it even though I'm not trying to sound negative and I know I am but I am horrible at math and becuz of that I will never pass anything I really want to be a hairstylist but everything was just screwed up and it sucks but I'm going to give it my best becuz I ned to be a successful person for me to be good later in life in the future to live well at least decent then what I had and hopefully everything would be good and stuff for me and what not I have a plan and I'll write it down and maybe it'll happen who knows whatever I highly doubt it and everyone else doubts me and my relationship is in a shit hole and not progressing or anything but whatever I wish things would get better maybe i should leave the relationship I'm in if its not we both want it would be better and the two ppl would be happier