ok so things havent been going good at all and I'm getting a little tired of it to the point where I'm about to say I cant do this anymore like fighting with me and I'm tired of it and I cant fight with him anymore and its just I dont know whatever I guess its never going to change so today I caught up with an old friend named Daniel and well it was pretty good I'm glad I met up with him and it was pretty good he's pretty laid back chilling kind of guy and its cool I like that about him he seems like the fun person to be with but to young for me he'd put me in jail lol but whawtever I'm looking for another relationship after cory I think I'd like to be alone to find myself and find who I am cuz really all I think about is the future with him but thats all it is is me wanting the future for him and I and I really think he doesnt think about our future only him and his friends but he doesnt realize that you cant have your cake and eat it too but then I dont know I guess thats me but you know the only good outcome from all of this is that I got to see my crush from sophomore year