yea my relationship sucks with cory its like happy anymore I mean I cry everytime I'm with him and maybe onc in a big while I'll be happy with him and everything but I dont know whatever I have so much stuff on my mind and I dont know sometimes I want to leave him so bad cuz of how much he makes me cry and I love him so much I love him more than the world itself I love him without money or anything and well things I guess arent the same anymore and its sad I cant believe we lost so much happiness together I dont know I mean I love him so much I cant even stand being in another room without him and I really dont see the difference in relationships and ours I mean ours is supposed to be normal but it isnt ours I dont know its just sad and depressing and I dont know I mean what happened to us why are we like this I ask myself that question all the time and it never gets answered or maybe it does or something I dont know I guess what I felt for him is dying cuz how its getting mistreated and the more it does the more I fall away and when I fall away I wont come back until he thinks about the things he's done