theres no subject to this but I'm blah I have so much that I want to say and cory says that he's there for me to talk to him but really he doesn't understand at all I hate it the thing is this I mean he needs his own life and I guess I need my own to but the thing is I made him life becuz I love him I mean my center of me but then if he was who would I be in public by myself hi how are you um hi I'm erika oh so he whats up nothing much I really like that ice cream oh yea my bf likes this my bf likes that but what do I like I seriously do need to make my own and leave him alone so whatever blah