I feel like I cant do anything cuz I'm encouraged that I cant do anything and that I cant fill anything out or do anything for myself I feel like everyone is treating me like if I was born yesterday or I'm dumb or whatever what is wrong with me sometimes I wish I dissapeared I mean becuz all I am to everyone is someone that everyone can give crap to like today I knew I had to go to my G.E.D prep thing and stuff to do my prep test so yea whatever I did it but my mom was like treating me like a dumb person whatever I dont care anymore theres nothing I can do or say cuz apperently everytime I try to say something its either stupid unsmart like everyone else or childish or imature whatever I dont fucking care anymore I'll just keep my mouth shut why do people think I'm so quiet or keep my mouth shut cuz then something comes back to me and hurts me