I have noticed something in my entire life everyone treats me like a little girl like everything is dangerous do this and well knowing me I follow the rules thats what made me rebel in the first place I was tired of being treated that way and watching myself get put down by others well everyone looks higher than me what the hell is wrong with me why do ppl do this or is it blaming ppl I shouldnt be blaming I'm so stupid what the hell why do I cry when I get put down how are you supposed to take it how does someone live being verbally not good I feel so unhealthy pinched up whatever never better 18 right fuck it